Post 23 15/08/2011

我，不会问，不会提，难过了就一个人不停地走。我，不会吵，不会闹，心痛了用沉默代替一切。我，不会哭，不会笑，累了我就会消失一下。我知道，每条路都好难走，我知道，我的那条路就注定了要坎坷。我知道，我不可以去强求任何人。说好不再流泪就不会流，即使心再痛泪就在眼眶。这条路，我一个人走。
If I have been a burden to you , you drop me down
If I have been a nuisance to you , you can ignore me .
If you are pissed with me , you can be angry with me'.
If I make you angry , you can scold at me .

But I just want you to know that . I didn't these on purpose . But if you really cant take it , I won't force you , just fxcking throw me aside . It will be much more better than we are hanging over somewhere in the middle .

Post 22 14/8/2011

Yo readers , here i am to update my blog again (: . This few days pretty lifeless ._. Yea so yesterday went to KBOX with Selina , at first lynn and nf going in the end not . So troublesome yo .

Then we went ourselves . First we went to kbox , then we all went in . LOL . Then we all actually picked 48songs omg . LOL . We didnt know we pick 48 until we see the page . LOL . S.H.E songs i think we pick 20 -30 ? LOL ! Then kpop we make around 10 then left 3 pages we go pick again LMAO , then sang lorh . damn funny . Then when times up we still left 3 or 4 pages . Oh yeah btw if got duet song i sing the girl part one LOL ! After went to arcade , before going to arcade , we go outside the 98.7 studio outside and keep looking then suddenly 1 of the DJ waved at us , then selina was AHHHHH ! HE WAVED AT ME !! -.- Then suddenly hear NuABO from nowhere then i was at there screaming (yeap my turn) LOL . Then while waiting for the arcade , i thought its by topup and play de , who knows its actually go in by session -.- then i like that chiong in , suagu until so embarrassing la . LOL after that finish arcade liaos , we saw people people playing kpop songs then who know the dance right can go dance , then i told selina , if they play boyfriend's song i sure go dance , then wait dont have , we went for dinner . Mac , finish liaos we go back again then they like play [Boyfriend] ! Then i was like omg should i go ? Very paiseh uh . Then in the end dont have lorh , but i danced along at the spot where i was standing la . LOL . Then got 1 guy damn gay but his dance damn power . Maciam all song he also know , Roly poly , snsd . ALOT LA . But snsd i also know lmao . Then before we went home go 313 shop shop . Then went into UNIQLO . Then was finding for jacket or hoodie la . then found hoodie but too heavy , wear in singapore sure melt man . Then saw one piece T-SHIRTS ! OMGG ! But dont have robin de thus never buy ._. even if i want to buy also no money lol . Then went home for real this time . Then today never go for mdm zurina remedial , i overslept la . i woke at 2pm LOL . Then lynn and nanfeng come my house pass me my test -.- fxck yo 7 marks only argh ! Then nanfeng brought his own laptop then both of us was snatching the internet connection lol. Then played maple and audi with BOTH of them . Then both of them went home at 10+ . siao ginas . kk shall end my post here . ciaos ~

Post 21 10/8/2011

Sorry for not updating ._. Recently too much things for me to handle . Somethings that the more i want to give up , the harder for me to give up . The more i want to forget , the harder for me to forget . I'm really tired , but I really don't have the time to take a rest . The only thing that I can do now , is to hold back the tears and move on . Somethings that had pass many months or even years , you thought you had successfully forgotten about it , but who knows , 1 fine day you remember it again , and you thought you can put a smile and let it past but who knows that you are already dropping tears . Common test is coming thus idk when I will go to work again . Wait , CT is just tomorrow , not coming already -.- OMGGGG ! I think I will study hard if i can have a text of encouragement from YOU . So let's just hope (: . Kk shall end my post here buhbye

Post 20 7/8/2011

done

Post 19 2/8/2011

Sorry for not updating my blog , but my this few days im not working thus my life = LIFELESS .

Yea but luckily yesterday i got work siol ! Why you may ask ? COS Huimin came to punggol pass toothbrush to her customer then shunbian come buangkok do lorh . SERIOUSLY BUANGKOK=BUANG ! But not bad i sold more than huimin :D Skip all the working part , then me and huimin like slack at 1 corner of the stairs talking about kpop for 30mins faint -.- THEN we went to chiong to compass to get CUPWALKER ~ Chocolate milktea (: . BUT my iphone charger spoiled ! T.T i think now i 哭都没有眼泪咯 . Its like huimin was running then i say ' SO SLOW ' THEN KNN she run damn fast sia OTL . Wa maciam from Track and field but of cos , i ran faster BUT SO ? Thanks to that bloody race my charger spoil T.T Its like forget it ! I think i will cry and whine like mad if i continue saying about it lah !

Then today went to school like damn tired you know ? But i slept for 7hours ? Its still not enough , however during weekends 6hours will be enough , dont know why ~ So after school go CCA . aish FORGET IT , Just that my life is lifeless when i never go work . Bye ~