Come to think of it. I dont think i will get to see your face that frequently again. Normally i can see your face almost like everyday where its like a pleasant routine for me. However, After god knows what happen, i dont think we can meet other anymore. Its like you're avoiding me, what can i do? Nothing, sigh..
Time passes quickly whenever you look back. 9months, not very long but not that short either because 9months equal approximately of 270 days. 270 days.. I'm such a fool. I wanted to confront you however i dont have that courage as im afraid things might get screwed up more. But, now im here thinking, maybe i can call you out for dinner and let the both of us talk about this. C'mon i dont think you will agree. I shall just let nature take its course. I just hope whoever's up there can bless me.
I wish you luck for everything you do. I think without me in your life, you might live more carefree. Afterall, im just a extra in your life that irritates you. Everytime i read our conversation in the past, i always think what happen? What just in the world happen to cause us have such a drastic change. Because of the rumors? Yourself? Me? I dont know...
However, im not giving up yet but i wont do anything either. I will just let this tiny secret take in my heart. Just like what you sang. Im a lonely satellite. Bottle up those feelings, lip sealed. Watch you live your life to the fullest.
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