Post 14 30/7/2011

So chiong home after school , then prepare then when reach the mrt , saw daryl , then he was actually meeting sungwoo and dejun at buangkok station LOL ! Then was like so excited to go in to USS ! WOOTS ! Played 'Revenge of the mummy' , Battlestar galatica , human and cylon , cylon was the most scariest ride and the most fun !! . Cos it like your feet is dangling in the air , and the speed , zrroomm here zroomm there . So fun la ~ Wa i like the most is actually the 360degrees turn part , after the ride i feel so giddy la , keep turn right and left . Then after playing the rides still have shrek the movie la , the dragon airway mini roller coaster . Not bad la . Just the waiting time which is so annoying la . Then we went for dinner LIKE FINALLY ! It was like a starving camp cos the things there are fxcking ex la , oh gosh i learnt 1 lesson ! Then i was like fighting the temptation of ice cream and bottle drinks , but after the ride i really BTH thus i went to buy the blueberry drink . Cost 4.50 but its definitely more worth it than those bottle drinks which cost $3 each . Almost faint when see the pricing . Then fianlly went to dinner like 2 hours later , i started complaining at 5.20pm and we finally get our dinner at 7.20 like starving camp . Then after our dinner , melvin , edmund , dejun and sungwoo , they go play the cylon again SIAO ! They play again nvm you know ? But they like play 4 in a row ? Its like 1 round come back they continue sit sia . Walao if i were there , i would vomitted all the stuff i ate and dizzy like 1 siao . They go play , the rest of us went to take pic , more like a cam whore LOL . After that the fireworks time ! Its was so dazzling la i think better than national day one la LOL ! After went to meet carmen , know some stuff and was thinking of some stuff , She left first then i was at there so called 'deep thinking' but most of it was emoing . Someone told me im really tired , Well i definitely am , but so ? Its like who cares right ? Secondly , that person told me it was ok for me to cry , i know its ok and its also our privilege , but i chose not to . I dont want to use tears to get pity from anyone and in my opinion , tears just make people look weaker . So was thinking of this stuff lorhs . But who can i depend on when im tired and feel like crying ? I cant think of anyone , is like everyone is having their own problems so cares about me right ? Esp. that person who told me that . I feel like saying out what i feel and how i feel but i definitely know that i cant ! Cos once i say everything out , EVERYTHING will change ! It may affect me la , but its better that it affect me only rather than implicating so much people right ? Maybe this is too much for me to handle but still i try to take in everything till the end . Anyway i shall post more pics at tomorrow post . IM TIRED ! PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY .

Idk you are reading anot ? But im telling you this , im just like you . You also never tell me anything , is i found on my own , cos you didnt want to people to worry for you or etc.. Same goes to me , if i say out my thoughts , so many people will be so uncomfortable with it ? Why dont i just 扛下全部的东西 . Right ? Shall end my post now with lyrics again !

我寂寞寂寞就好，这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱 ～