Post #8 24/07/2011

Sorry readers . sorry not to blog for 2 days , I KNOW ! ITS BEEN 2 DAYS !

Friday , was a fxcking depressing day for me . Heard something which makes me feel blank out . Its just so stunning and unexpected . Shall not elaborate since its all in the past ! Then went home like fxcking moodless . But oh well ~ Then i almost cried lah , Wapiang but as i said 郭家的人，不能为这种小事而掉一滴眼泪 . So i didnt hahas . Or maybe i learned how to controlled tears yea ? But controlling your tears aint making you feel better , but it does not make you look weaker .

Saturday . When i straight wake up i think of that matter again and almost cried AGAIN . But oh well i didnt AGAIN ! lol ~Then went to bishan to sent brother to the dk what thing , stupid dumb matter . Waste my time only . After that went to work . Was sitting at the park alone thinking of some stuff there suddenly 2 police cameby . The female was nice and friendly . Just took down my particulars . Unlike the male one . So arghh ! Told him my mum is a malaysian , so she cant speak english but he say your mum can speak malay right ? Eh please , who say malaysian must know how to speak malay , pure dumbness . Then still guailan me , your mum know how to speak spanish ? Wa so rude sia . Then called my mum lorh , they police mah , i also lanlan . Then called , my mum picked up and talked to him , in the end he got owned in my face . Then he act big , you know what place is this ? Then blah blah blah ,, like waste my time only ? Then went to work with CARMEN . Seriously i love working with her , she motivates me like , omg i must win her , but oh wells but i always didnt . ARGH ! hahas . Then went home early with a sale of 12 . NOT BAD . OKAY ?! IMPROVED . But still far from my best record 23 ! argh !

Sunday- Woke up , make a new spec went to cut hair at my mum shop . Wa seriously i hate my hair quality ! Rough and hard . Walao . In my family only my hair quality is like that de . Went to work with that disgusting hairstyle . Got teased by Chris and yanhao . Seriously feel like slapping them . Luckily only both of them , Roy , Xuanyin , Carmen and simon didnt lahs . Long-Ge is neutral ok ? but idk they got say anot lahs, but at least they didnt say it infront of me . Carmen-Jie also got tease abit , argh but nvm i can forgive her .

Then work to block 63-64 . Seriously block 63-66 is connected la . I dont bear to sell to the people who are living there . They like have a hard time enjoying fast food like normal teenagers . Then want their parents to buy a fantastic toothbrush from me , i will feel guilty la . Suddenly i think im a 外冷内热的人. Cos i do kind deeds like without letting people knowing . Like today i was sitting on the train . I saw 1 uncle then i just stand up from my sit and let him la . but i didnt say it was for him . I think its pointless la . What ? Give them seat maciam need whole mrt know like that . I just stand up quietly lorh . Then do block 161 , wa i love that block la , i do 1 hour then till 4th floor , sold all 15 , HA ! Pro ~ Then went to find yanhao . Then talk about why chris treat me like this , and it was all because of RESPECT . Then talking about only i knows , or maybe not . But who knows if was truth or fake la . Then went home . K posted very long .