Hold on or to let go.

Its been ages since i blogged, but i guess nobody even read it in the first place. Life's been pretty smooth i guess? I mean there's nothing exciting or depressing enough to let me have the thoughts of dying, yet. So practically, I worked from 2013 Jan, all the way to Aug then i started to slack at home and be a leech, leech my parent's money. Of course been attending tuitions to prepare my O-level ( 2nd time) ~ and then step foot into the working society again on Oct 2013! Met some awesome colleagues and in-charge, i guess the turning point of my life is at Oct too.

 I mean that's the month i took my O-level and got myself a BFF (wtf). Anyway now is end of Jan, results out. Not good at all, to be honest i don't know how did i even get such a shitty results after slogging my guts out like a dog from August to October for the bloody paper and all i get is just a C6, FML. I guess that's an update of myself. Now to the main topic. To hold on or letting go.

Personally, i think it all depends on how you see the matter. For example, if its something very important to you but holding on will get you mentally drain, hurt, scarred and etc. by the end of the day if you think its worth it, why not just keep trying to hold on. Letting go doesn't sound as easy as it seems and i think a lot of people know that. However taking a strained relationship as an example, both sides are unhappy, why not just let go, probably after letting go and you still believe that you love your another half, hold on to the love and take actions. Nobody say after letting go, you can't hold on. However sometimes we, as humans do not get the rights to decide whether to hold on or let go hence may the odds ever be in your favour.

However in my case, it'll be the opposite. It hurts to hold on but sometimes it hurts even more to let go. 

Well basically, because i think i can't bear the pain of letting go of some matters.