Am i the only one?

Lets start with yesterday, apparently some idiots have no upbringing at all, its like oi your mum never teach you manners ah? You tell me, except for this kind of people who will go around saying "fuck your mum" then dont blame people for cursing your mum at the end of the day, faggot! Well, people will say if you do that, you're no difference from him. Yes, at some point, however those idiots need to be taught a lesson with their OWN medicine. 

Well having iPhone is not a big deal, i bet out of 10 people 6 people have it. Then can you enlighten me why the fuck must i work in red light districts to earn 3dollars a night? Excuse me, my father no money to pay for me ah? Please, use your fucking brain for ONCE! So let me guess, is that how you earn your allowance. Well if i only earn 3bucks a night, i bet you had to fork out 3000dollars to have someone to have sex with you since you're such a disgust.



Anyway...
Today i had like a worst depression in my entire life. Initally i was fine until during EL ssp, had too much free time and start to think of some stuffs. Of course, the saddest part of me came out. Literally almost cried from thinking those stuffs. Its like small small stuffs add together, woah FML.

I seriously dont know whats happening to us. I dont whether you are lazy, sleeping or dont even bother to reply. It make me that im bothering you, irritating you. If i am, you can jolly tell me. Its been 5 months since we started this thing and it all changed after July. Oh well, i really dont know what to do now. Other then singing songs at the top of my lungs, i really dont know what else can i do.


If i talk to you about all these, you will definitely get pissed, then whats the point of us talking. Oh well, i just let fate do all those stuffs.

Post12 27/07/2011

This is what i feel now , Before break lesson was going on smoothly . But i was like emoing during break , writing down lyrics of 沒關係，愛太痛and寂寞寂寞就好. Then shawn nic saw what was i writing then he still correct my mistake on 的 as it was suppose to be 得LOL paiseh die ! During art , while i was painting , i suddenly had those feelings again . But its was much more worse this time . Whenever i think , i cant breath , so i was trying to breath and Pea thought i was having asthma , LOL . But seriously i like cannot breath , suffocated , that will the be word i will use .

I was like this fish below , its like i cant breath you know ?! K I KNOW ! I repeated many times ! ARGH ! Its like im a fish above and i was out of my comfy water . Then after awhile my breathing went back to regular . Last time , my feel like my heart was twisted , now even my lungs are too . Am i having some disease ? After that i was like chionging graded assignment at the library , When doing halfway it happen again , but luckily , the graded assignment snatch back the concentration la , if not i really dont know what will happen ~ After that chiong home and TADA im here blogging . Tomorrow even if i dont want , also must go work for 2 bloody reasons , FIRST , pass toothbrush to sis's godfather , secondly EARN MONEY TO SPEND AT USS ! Oh gosh , 2more days only la . kk Shall end here with lyrics too ? HAHA

能不能不愛了應為愛太痛了~因爲愛太痛了

我痛的快死了，卻無法把你忘了~