Imma fool.

Come to think of it. I dont think i will get to see your face that frequently again. Normally i can see your face almost like everyday where its like a pleasant routine for me. However, After god knows what happen, i dont think we can meet other anymore. Its like you're avoiding me, what can i do? Nothing, sigh..

Time passes quickly whenever you look back. 9months, not very long but not that short either because 9months equal approximately of 270 days. 270 days.. I'm such a fool. I wanted to confront you however i dont have that courage as im afraid things might get screwed up more. But, now im here thinking, maybe i can call you out for dinner and let the both of us talk about this. C'mon i dont think you will agree. I shall just let nature take its course. I just hope whoever's up there can bless me.

I wish you luck for everything you do. I think without me in your life, you might live more carefree. Afterall, im just a extra in your life that irritates you. Everytime i read our conversation in the past, i always think what happen? What just in the world happen to cause us have such a drastic change. Because of the rumors? Yourself? Me? I dont know...

However, im not giving up yet but i wont do anything either. I will just let this tiny secret take in my heart. Just like what you sang. Im a lonely satellite. Bottle up those feelings, lip sealed. Watch you live your life to the fullest.

Class chalet (1)

Class chalet was quite awesome(?) even though its just the first day but I think not bad however, there's like only 16 people of us. Quite less for a class chalet. LOL! Okay I'm blogging this while everyone is asleep D: like a loner. Forever alone level X999!! T_T

Anyway I just realized, I didn't get to sleep on any bed for any class chalet. LOL! But i think it's okay? Okay seriously, I think I'm stopping here. Anyway I hate moths!

昨天，明天都抵不过一个现在。
And i think that this sentence is so true! Whats better than the "PRESENT", definitely not tomorrow nor the past.

Cherish the moment you enjoy.

Prom

Today's prom (maybe yesterday since this entry is posted at midnight) was awesome! People there were looking great, atmosphere was nice, emcee was funny and entertaining however nothing is perfect about the food! Less variety of choice, does not look appetizing at ALL! However ah, the teachers were eating other food which idk what is it. But got 1 pot of theirs look like SHARK FIN. LOOKS LIKE BUT SHARK FIN YOU KNOW?!
The last moment of prom was damn fun! Its like clubbing, everyone was showing off their skills or dancing randomly. I think best part for my table will be the moment when i sabo Jasmine to go up stage and dance to song of -Dancing Queen- I swear its damn epic! After prom, went supper with the usual ones except Val and Pea. D:





Anyway, regretted not going around to take pictures with other people other than my clique because i was feeling lazy and paiseh laaa. Skin thin, no choice. Cry in front of my laptop lor, sigh. Espically 2E6's peeps however took pictures with some of 2E6's people after prom hence the regretful level is lessen LOL!!

I still dont know what happen to cause this thing stopped till August but oh well lets hope things will get better as times pass. Sadly, we are going to different directions hence maybe tonight was my last chance to see some people. Still regretting why i didnt take picture with you -facepalm and bang head- Oh well, lets hope there is still chance and im definitely going to make things right! Ciaos.

Strangers.

Does anyone have a person you know then one fine day, both of you became strangers? I believe this happen to almost everyone because it happened to me too...

Good luck people.

Am i the only one?

Lets start with yesterday, apparently some idiots have no upbringing at all, its like oi your mum never teach you manners ah? You tell me, except for this kind of people who will go around saying "fuck your mum" then dont blame people for cursing your mum at the end of the day, faggot! Well, people will say if you do that, you're no difference from him. Yes, at some point, however those idiots need to be taught a lesson with their OWN medicine. 

Well having iPhone is not a big deal, i bet out of 10 people 6 people have it. Then can you enlighten me why the fuck must i work in red light districts to earn 3dollars a night? Excuse me, my father no money to pay for me ah? Please, use your fucking brain for ONCE! So let me guess, is that how you earn your allowance. Well if i only earn 3bucks a night, i bet you had to fork out 3000dollars to have someone to have sex with you since you're such a disgust.



Anyway...
Today i had like a worst depression in my entire life. Initally i was fine until during EL ssp, had too much free time and start to think of some stuffs. Of course, the saddest part of me came out. Literally almost cried from thinking those stuffs. Its like small small stuffs add together, woah FML.

I seriously dont know whats happening to us. I dont whether you are lazy, sleeping or dont even bother to reply. It make me that im bothering you, irritating you. If i am, you can jolly tell me. Its been 5 months since we started this thing and it all changed after July. Oh well, i really dont know what to do now. Other then singing songs at the top of my lungs, i really dont know what else can i do.


If i talk to you about all these, you will definitely get pissed, then whats the point of us talking. Oh well, i just let fate do all those stuffs.

What's what?

What's love? According to dictionaries love means "feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment to (someone)." Love is something that not everyone can get. Love is something hurtful but sweet at times. Maybe thats why us mortals are so "addicted" into LOVE.

From my point of view, a relationship requires; Trust, Attachment, Mutal Understanding and Sense of Security. (TAMS). I think all these are required if you want a relationship to last long. But all those people who are in a relationship needs to know that they are at least loved by the people they love. Not like those peoples who have crush on someone BUT worst thing is, their crush always CRUSH their heart. Loving someone is not easy, having a crush on someone is even harder. Hence those people who are in a relationship, cherish it. Make sure you don't have any regrets. 

Note to everyone: 

• Behind every sweet smile, there is a bitter sadness that no one can ever see and feel.